Ironically, I also became married at about the same time as I developed this physical malady. I married this woman, whom I met in 1984, because it seemed like the logical next step in my life. We were both finished with our higher education. I went to graduate school and she went to law school. What was left but to get married, and start a family. Seems logical.
Little did I know, getting married would begin a process of bringing up deeply repressed issues. Within the first month of marriage, we found our family in crisis. Even on our honeymoon, I found that I didn't just have eyes for her. We were in Mexico, and of course, the opportunities for my eyes to wander were numerous and distracted I was. A month later, I found myself seeking out the attentions of other women.
How did I get myself into this mess? And now in 2009, after going through so much, why do I still find myself so unsettled, even though I now have a family of a wife, a son and a daughter. Why do I dream of being single again? I'm writing this blog to sort this out. This year, I finally decided to do something about the toe fungus. I got a prescription from my family doctor, took pills for two months, and lo and behold the toe has cleared up. There is hope.
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